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From Out of Hell...

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I was born with red hair.
Red hair that symbolized the fire from Satan's Imagination.
Satan created me.
He created me as his toy.
As his play-child, to make me do his bidding.
To make me do awful things.
Awful things to people, and to things.
I was cruel to everyone.
Other children. My own mother.
I was a bully. I cried often.
Everyone thought I was crazy.
I took medication.
I had a psychiatrist.
I was tested for ADHD.
I was always in trouble at school.
I never cared. I didn't have friends.
I beat up everyone.

I WAS BORN A DEVIL.

I was born with red hair.
I stood out from everyone else.
I couldn't fit in in the first place.
So I continued to stand out.
Im left handed.
Im loud. Im obnoxious.
I couldn't get friends.
I was a bully. I felt bullied.
My being was a disaster.

MY LIFE NEEDED TO CHANGE.

I tried.
I finally understood.
I needed to be different.
I was making everyone unhappy.
I was a negative being.
A being who's existence was all negative.
Nothing good could come from me.
I'll change that.

I WILL BE GOOD.

Every year.
Every year I changed.
I tried to change.
I bullied less.
I was bullied less.
It continued, but it became LESS.
Not soon, but finally,
It stopped. I felt free.
I was free.
I was kind. I was happy.
I was good.

I BECAME AN ANGEL.

I dragged myself out.
Slowly, and painfully,
but Satan didn't see me.
He couldn't catch me.
He couldn't stop me.
I got out.
I grew my wings.
My halo appeared.
My horns broke.
My tail faded.
But they……..never left me…….
Im not free completely.
ALMOST, but not completely…..
But I am no Fallen Angel….

I AM A RISEN DEVIL.

I am an Angel now.
I will be your Angel.
I will watch over you.
I am an Angel, not a devil.
That existence is not real.
It doesn't exist anymore.
You won't see it.
I promise, you won't see it….
You won't see what i was….
not ever….
Ill hide it…..hide it deep inside me.
Never let it out.
Not ever.
Never again.


I PROMISE.


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